Life, updated.

I’ve heard there are a few of you who are starting to believe I may actually keep writing, and are thus reading my website again. For you, I write this.

Tomorrow I’m driving down to the west side of the DC metro area. Not just for the fun of it, but because I’m going at the request of a church there who saw my resume and is interested in getting to know me better. Needless to say, I’m excited. I’ll be going down and meeting with them while they’re setting up for their weekend services, so it will be a good chance for me to see exactly what goes on behind the scenes, and see what exactly the church’s needs are. I’m confident that I will be a good match for the position, based on what I know about it so far. According to their website, the position deals mostly with staging setup & teardown, and lighting. One thing I’ve already decided is that I don’t want to get cornered into a strictly technical role within a church, so hopefully there is some involvement in the creative and planning processes, but quite frankly I’ll take anything where I can gain great experience and fulfill a calling while I’m at it. But what I want is truly immaterial–because all I really want is to follow God’s leading in my life. If this is his next step for me, then I want to be there, and if it’s not, then I will wait for his plans.

It’s a hard place for me to be, because I would very much like to feel like I am in control of my future. But I won’t be anyways, regardless of how much I feel like I am. None of my worrying is going to add a single second to my life. So I will make the daily choice to follow God’s will and put my own desires aside. Even if that means working in a snack shop for a little while longer.

Anyways, I’m going to bed. But I thought I’d clue you in on what’s happening in my life.

Oh by the way, I watched Crash tonight. One of the best movies I’ve ever seen. Incredible.